Big Smile

night showers always feel relaxing, to me at least.

and to other nice things, i really am looking forwards to this week and following weekend. a party perhaps Friday in San Fran, coffee in the beautiful twinkle-lit Belden Place with a friend (or sister), gym today, my favorite cafe in the morning tomorrow, and then Saturday— DAVIS WITH ALL MY GIRLS.

i had a little melt-down admittedly over this weekend. it started when plans changed for the worst on Thursday night. i was dying to go out that weekend, and no one was getting back to my texts about hanging out, having dinner or something. NO ONE. i was sad. lol, it honestly was a modest weekend of nothings.

but i’ve only to realize that it’s because this week is the loaded one— that last weekend was in fact the calm before the exciting storm. so, even though you may think life is hard at times and not much is going on, chin up, something is just around the corner. i was shocked to have let my nerves loose at being alone and bored this weekend, but you know, not every moment in life is going to be perfect and sunny. bad times always happen, can’t really escape from it. but that’s the beauty of life: everything is unpredictable and the horrid parts are just part of living.